Color my life with the chaos of trouble

Tagged: this is so fucking depressing Rachel thinks that everyone is crazy when they say that quinn is in love with her and thinks it hilarious (in a self deprecating) way I mean why would quinn be in love with her loud mouth brass ambitious rachel berry Quinn could have anyone that she wants she's the prettiest girl she's ever met so why would she want someone like rachel who everyone makes/made fun of who gets teased for her looks all of the time quinn could have anyone so why should she settle for her so rachel thinks that it's funny that people think that quinn is in love with her when it's so far from what she believes is the truth but Quinn is absolutely madly irrevocably in love with Rachel berry She loves everything about her from the way that she fights for every solo in glee club to how she always demands the best from everyone ... she loves the way rachel squishes up her face when she sings and don't even get her started on that voice Quinn loves everything that rachel berry is and it terrifies her it terrifies her that another person could have such a hold on her that her mood can be changed by just an action that another person does she hates that she can't suppress her feelings no matter how hard she tries but what really kills her is the fact that rachel would never feel the same about her and why would she? quinn bullied rachel for the majority of high school she probably caused a lot of psychological damage to rachel concerning her self worth and body image she knows that rachel would never want her but that doesn't stop a small part of her from hoping so when rachel says that the idea of quinn loving her is funny quinn just wants to cry she just doesn't know what makes her want to cry more the fact that the girl she's in love with made a joke of her feelings(without knowing) or that the only situation rachel could see quinn being in love with in would be in a joke ugh

Posted on July 18, 2012 via Looking for something?. with 110 notes

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